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salam ino bayad dishab mineveshtam ama chon kheyli khaste bodam nashod.

mano ye chand s`ati montazere melika bodam badesh ke omad shoro kardim ba ham harfidan man az khaterate kelaso karae ke kardam migoftam melika ham az rozi ke dasht migoft va dirozesh ke rafte bod mehmoniu khastan biyan che etefaghi oftadesh.

hamin jori ke dasht harf mizadim goft ke mikhad yeki az axaye jadidesho neshonam bede vaghti ke didamesh vaghan daste khodam nabod hamin jori ashk mirikhtam engar ke chand sale nadidamesh haminjori dast mikeshidam ro manitor ke lamsesh konam dast mikeshidam roye soratesh ghorbon sadaghash miraftam ama heyf ke nemikhastam harfamo bedone yani khodesh khase bod ke nagam dige harfi az eshogho in harfaa manam hichi nemigoftam hatayeja goftam azizam badesh dorostesh kardam goftam melika.

nemidonam chera melika axasho neshonam nemide ya mige sms midam be iran ama man nemishnasam ye jori delamo milarzone ama omid varam ke chize khasi nabashe akhe ye moghe dasht migoft ke man az mohamad alli badam miyado in harfa va migoft ke harfi az on dige nazanam ama khodesh goft ke bahash michatidam goftam ke esmesh tolaniye va mikhad bege ali yani enghadar baham michatan ke esme on vasash tolaniye va mikhad bege ali khb kasi ke mige badam miyad ya harfesho nazanim mikhad esmesho kotah tar bege az nazare man in ja bayad goft ke dorogh go kam hafeze mishe hamine yadesh rafte bode ke chi ghablan gofte bode va hala ye chize dige mige man ke faghat to fekre inam zod tar hame karamo roberah konam bad bebinam bazam on moghe mige beram ya na mige man faramoshesh mikonam ama behesh sabet mikonam ke hich moghe eshghesh to delam khamosh nemishe.

harfaye mokhtalefi mizadim az in ke man chizi nagoftam mese mashine baba ina ya chizaye dige va khoshalim ine ke on jori ke mitarsidam nist fekr mikardam vaghan vasash besham ye gharibe yani hich tavajohi behem nakone ama khodaro shokr didam na onjori nist va hamin kheyli aromam mikone ke vasash gharibe nistam omid varam ke hamin jori ham bemone.

emroz jomas shode 3 hafte , 3 hafte az ini ke ba melika harf nazadam az in ke sedasho nashnidam nemidonam onam delesh vase man tang shode ya ama man ke vaghan delam tang shode bekhatere sedash bekhatere harf zadanesh ama hamash ke felan ye roya shode vase man.
melika omid varam rozi ke in harfaro mikhoni bavar koni ke chi be man gozashte toye in modat omid varam ke bavar koni harfamo chon az tahe delam daram barat minevisam.
asheghetam ta akharesh ta jaee ke beshe bahat mimonamo behet eshgh mivarzam ama heyf ke bavar nadari eshghe mano va migi marda saro tah ye karbasan eykash chenin fekri nadashti.
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